#39 - back(:

yes, i'm back!

lol...

common test week previously,

it was... ok ba?

tried to study for it.

although i still failed my chem..

my chem was ok last year, but idk why it dropped so terribly this year.

not ms kang's fault..

guess i gotta work harder for it(:

physics, i felt it was ok, hope that it is(:

ss and geo, i'm prepared to die.

cause i really dont like memorising for it lor...

but hope that i wont die terribly...

i'm posting now,

cause i'm currently downloading english songs.

so got some time to post(:

realised that although i still on my com for almost everyday,

i'm starting to cut down quite alot on the total time i stay online.

need to on com mainly cause of weibo,

if i dont check it, it'll be flooded and after 2days i cant see the older post,

which is above 10pages.

so, no choice.

gonna change phone soon,

hope that i can check it there,

so i can really cut down on computer time.

i wont rely on my phone to surf as much as com..

anyway, since i talked about phone..

previously said i decided on s2,

now thinking if i will get ace again.

mainly cause like my mum mentioned,

i should get the expensive phone when i get my line.

but i need a phone with adobe flash,

and i guess ace doesn't support that?

if only they got mid range phone now..

like all the phone price is so far apart..

i dont wanna waste their money,

cause internet plan is much more worthy for expensive phone.

but again,

for me who use apps often,

iphone will charge for alot of apps which wont cost for android.

so that's one of my considerations.. but still need to see how lor..

when i get the phone u guys will know which i get lor.

but should be one of those 2 ba...

i'm just afraid ace not enough memory for me,

plus the surfing will be slower than my current phone,

cause the ram is smaller.

but good thing is that i need an android phone now.

we'll see how lor.

changing either phone has it's advantages and disadvantages.

k, i zao liao. 

maybe going jp, i need to return my books and get some stuff there.

#38 - capricorn~

haha,  promised to come up previously..

but still, no time la.

actually got, yesterday and today.

friday too!

but friday i went to malaysia after tution,

went home at around 2+ near 3.

reached home at about 4... haha :p

went there to 放炮，the usual thing~

but fun uh(:

although i'm somehow afraid of the fire,

but it looks so nice!

i was afraid of fire since small,

but even more since Selina's incident.

a fear ba...

the fear and panic which was in me when i heard about her news on that day,

i'll never forget in my life...

but luckily, she's brave enough to overcome it!

yea... sort of busy during school days..

finally, our class starts to get homework.

although i'm not used to it,

but i try to complete them ok.

sometimes i really dont wanna do it,

but i know i'm like sort of lacking behind abit,

somemore we last class le..

then looking at people from our class some also study everyday,

i tell myself i mustn't fall back too far from them!

but yea, at least i didn't(:

but i was slacking the whole day for yesterday,

after waking up at noon.

today woke up and slack awhile,

then went to do DnT!

looks like i'm somehow slacky for DnT too,

but seems like i spent the most effort doing it.

on twitter,

you'll always see me saying i'm going to do twitter. haha(:

yep, i try to put in more effort in it,

cause it's one of my interest and also, my ability.

design is my interest, technology is my ability!

design is a hard area for me,

but i'm willing to spent my time on technology,

cause i can get the hang of it easily.

if i'm really into doing something on tech,

i can do it with all of my might,

until i really suceed.

just like i like s.h.e,

i can research on them,

try to remember most info from them,

try to get my hands on all of their latest info.

like they got new thing and i'll know it immediately or something.

(:

yea... and  today my mood to post was actually cause of this post...

  

1988_摩羯座：#专属摩羯# 

摩羯女生，看不惯很多东西，

包括有时的自己。

她们有底线和原则，

不许触碰和违反，

有些事也许对自己来说没什么，

但就是不想违心，

于是便说出连自己都不想听到的话。

有一种说不出的感觉，

也许又是追求完美的可怕心理在作祟。

when i read this, i felt the tingling feeling of tears.

but obviously,

is feel like crying, not like i'm really crying or something.

somehow felt touched ba...

cause it's like really true.

that's why i always say i'm like a typical capricorn,

whenever a horoscope says about a capricorn,

if it's an accurate one,

normally most of it is describing me..

obviously not all points,

but majority is.

like 95% or something.

it's amazing to see things being so accurate,

but at the same time,

got a feeling of being afraid ba..

it becomes so easy to see thru you..

like what the chinese words say,

i have my principles and rules which i dont wish to break and touched.

sometimes it may seems like it is nothing much,

nothing big,

but i just dont wish to break it,

like it's important or stuff.

a feeling which cannot be speaked,

perhaps cause it's the perfectionist in me.

i think i said before,

capricorns are perfectionist.

i believe it's true,

cause i see that in me.

when i want to do something from my heart,

something i really mean to do it,

something i have interest in,

i would want to do it to my fullest,

make it perfect and stuff...

but i dont like the perfectionist part,

cause in the true world,

nothing can be totally perfect.

there is always space for improvement.

therefore,

i dont like to give myself that much pressure.

that's why i always seems like i dont care or stuff,

not really that i dont care,

but i dont wish to waste that part of energy on things i know is impossible or hard to achieve...

#37 - Random

i realised i didn't post for quite some time...

since the year started, even for my birthday.

gonna spent some time updating soon,

hopefully in this week.

but, wont be online as often as before..

trying to cut myself off from on-ing the computer.

cause at times, i on the computer but just hang around,

not like i really need it.

just a habit.

but waste time lor..

so gonna try cut it off now.

although i spent abit more time on DnT as compared to other subjects,

but still, it isn't up to date.

i'm like lagging behind where i'm supposed to be now.

therefore, should chiong le.

i'll try my best to do so(:

i know you girls are always encouraging me,

you guys believed in me,

i'll do my best not to fail your hopes and trust!

and yea, i realised my shoutmix isn't working anymore.

will update it soon yea(:

gonna leave now,

got EL and CHEM hw to complete,

and DnT is up for checking on tuesday,

i haven complete my works,

haven take my pictures for brainstorming,

haven thought for the survey questions,

haven got the idea for my artefact.

artefact!! something so important,

something which i have most confidence in.

but i had no clues currently on what to do,

basically because i couldn't do what i thought off.

all too high tech and complicated to be true...

haiz...

#36 - guitar

just randomly,

previously i was crazily looking for the guitar i wanted online,

finally, i think i found it.

then just now i suddenly felt i should at least keep it in a post or something,

else later i forget... :p

200+, should be near mid end guitars.

but takamine, i think this one sounds good(:

looks not bad uh?

takamine g series, i think the model is g440c.

when i saw this guitar i didn't look for the model,

so had a hard time looking for the model online.

but i guess should be this le ba...

this is the most similar one which i found.

actually i'm still thinking,

but i think i made up my mind to buy already.

just that must i really buy exactly on my birthday?

or march perhaps, belated present... LOL.

or some kind soul wan give me? joking la... so ex...
but i consider so long also cos of the price lor...
after buying this guitar still need get ...
~guitar bag, guitar stand, tuner, capo~...
still got other stuff i think, but i forget le.
those are the most important de.
then bag cost i think 20++?
stand got 10-10 de if i didn't rmb wrongly...
tuner, should be 10-30?
capo is near 20.
so all add up, plus perhaps other things,
need at least 300+ - 400?
but i dont think i have enough lor...
or perhaps the exact amount only.
but those money i save so hard for these 2 years,
just spent like this feels bad...
plus some money is my gran give me de...
but i know i'll spent it sooner or later la...

so, can anyone tell me what to do?
should i get this birthday present?
but i think i can only play it on certain weekends i guess...